If you cared even half as much as you attempt to make out that you do, then why the fuck do you treat her this way? You pretend that you’re going to walk away, after you’ve got what you want. You lead her to believe that it’s all over, that things can better, clearer, less painful. Then you do what you always do. You come back like a sickness that has no immunisation. Infecting and rotting away everything that has been repaired and all the work that others have done. You tear at the walls that people have tried to build until they can defend themselves no more.
You wanted asks, so :3 Erm, what would be your dream life and dream girl/boy (just incase you're gay) haha ^.^
Wooo an ask :)
Um, good question. A decently paid job that is challenging yet enjoyable, where the enthusiasm does not wear off easily. Where I can interact with new people and not just the same faces every day, my own house, nothing too big, but not too small either. To live in a place where i feel at home, and to be able to pay my way and make an honest living.
As far as dream girl goes, someone who i can share everything with, someone who doesnt judge me for my past, someone who would happily listen to my rants on my down days, someone who makes me feel worth something, someone who would be content to spend their nights talking about everything and nothing all at once, and someone who can accept my imperfections and flaws.